Friday, April 29, 2005

Am Back!

Hah, been reeealy long since I wrote something. EXAMS. Finished now :) As for "kaise hue?" Like I tell everyone, "Finished and forgotten".

Have played CS (Counter Strike) for about eighteen hours in the last thirty. You bet its fun, especially when I have a sniper, am damn good with it :D. Its fun when the entire wing is playing and you can discuss what a brilliant shot you took at someone while you have dinner during a break.

Would be homeward bound in about 24hrs from now. Home.... after a long long time. Thinking of it, I have stayed here in Bombay for almost 700 days in two years now. :O. Would be home finally, much to the pleasure of mummy, daddy and everyone else back home and of course, mine. Have got a confirmed ticket because PP has to do some project and can't go, ha ha. Have also bought Zishaan's bike after much negotiation and just before he got a better offer, ha ha again. They call me a 'Lucky Bastard', I don't mind ;)

Going home is different this time in terms of the fact that things would have greatly changed by the time I return. Am talking of the changes in the wing. Rathi, Inani and Hinger would be gone. Harki and PP would be 5th year Dual Degree students while Viren, Nillu, PC, Gangal, Bharti, Rohit Singh... all would be final yearites. Basically each and every person would be totaal lukkha and me a fighting DD student in his fourth year. Boy is it gonna be fun, you bet!!! Am already talking of times when I return, abhi to gaya bhi nahi hoon :P. I just hope the train is on time and more importantly we have good company.

Wanted to meet a friend today before I go home but I don't think this friend is interested enugh, am wondering whether I should pester or just let it be. Mostly I'll go with my let it be attitude and not bother anyone. Have lots more to write about this but I doubt how private is this blog??!

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Exams

They are here!!!
Just 10 days of true hard work and i'll be through happily. But that hasn't happened the last five endsems I wrote.
I desparately hope I make it happen this time. God help me this one time please [-O<

Monday, April 11, 2005

Why guys like gals?

Read this at some restaurant, reasons why guys like gals:

1.They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2.The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3.How cute they look when they sleep

4.The ease in which they fit into our arms

5.The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6.How cute they are when they eat

7.The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9.The way they look good no matter what they wear

10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11.How cute they are when they argue

12.The way her hand always finds yours

13.The way they smile

14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15.The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....

16.The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17.The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"

18.Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20.Then the way they apologize for crying over something hat silly

21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22.Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23.The way they say "I miss you"

24.The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....

:D

Friday, April 01, 2005

Confusion :-/

Am not too sure of what I am thinking and not at all about what I am about to write. Nevertheless I have started writing, might say a lot not knowing where to stop and yet manage to say nothing of consequence.

There was some talk in class about success and respect and stuff that one aims for in life and the achievement of what makes one happy. It was in the lecture that followed that I could very well associate a seniors doubts.

Sometimes in life we get serious, and realize we should have been serious long way back. But I wonder, should anyone get serious at all ? Afterall, it seems we tend not to enjoy the little things which one should in everyday life. Or am I overdoing things? Overdoing the enjoying or being seroius, what? (maybe overdoing the thinking ;)) What is the secret to happiness? Aspire, aim and achieve, or be happy with what one has got? What do we live for? What is the final aim? Is there any? Is it the satisfaction in cherishing every moment of your life? Then why cry for something you couldn't achieve instead of being happy within? Is it so simple? Or is it out of our comprehension?

Here is how Ralph Waldo answered "How do you define success?"
To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded!

Sounds impressive eh? But the questions don't seem to stop. Do I want Ralph Waldo to define success for me? Can't I have my own definition of success? My own criterion. Or may be have no criterion at all. Is that possible, to know if you succeeded without something to compare with? But why is it important to know if I am successful if I am happy anyways? I guess happiness is associated with the knowledge of being successful???!!!

Huh!!!! :))