Q.?

Did you ever try so hard, that your world fell apart?

In the end

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to loose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

When there is a lot you want to say

... its sometimes good to just keep shut. :-

About me

"If there is one thing Piyush hates more than effort, it is wasted effort."

What would you like to have?

There is no food I would die for and there is no food I would die of :)

hmm

The Lord of timing it perfectly bad. :)

Life

One man's castles another man's ruins :)

Fade to Black

This is haunting... read it till the end
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Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

contemplating

Whats more prevelant in the world, happiness or sorrow?
And is happiness merely lack of sorrow?
Whats worse, not knowing what happiness is or knowing and not being happy?

Madness

80+ Kmph... Eastern express highway... strangers... mad rush... loser

Desperation? Fatigue? Insanity? Failure? Devastated.

:-|

Just to see if anyone bothers checking in...

CLOSED

The last few times I have wanted to write something I realized that I don't want to put down and document what I think. Though there has been a lot to write but I have chosen not to. Looks like its time to say goodbye.

Thank you everyone for reading this place.

adios
Piyush

Happy boy writes...

Being good is useless,
its about whether you are good enough.

And the rains are here

It has rained the entire day today (yes the bombay monsoons have arrived) and I have been wondering about the rainy day phenomena.

As a kid back at school, rains would get me an off from school on pretext of it being a 'rainy day'. Happiness is all I remember feeling on those days :)

The very simple 'rainy day' has dramatically changed since then. With varied experiences and memories in my kitty and IIT not giving in to rains as heavy as the one on 26th July 2005, the happiness has dried out and nostalgia, gloominess, lonliness, a remote sense of adventure, tinges of depression... all have crept in.

Interstingly most of the times one recalls have nothing to do with rainfall or even water! My guess is that water pouring down from the heavens above presents such a bland sight that one digs down into the the memory chest and comes up with moments that are cherished. And the realization of the fact that all these times are now history is what depresses.

Even more interesting was the realization that the right company can make the otherwise lonely and gloomy rainy day a treat. A trek, a nice little heart to heart talk, a phone call, a hug can just do the trick!

Rain or no rain, the knowledge of you being important to someone is all that you need to be really happy in life is what I concluded amidst all the report writing attempts through the day. Superficially looked at its just another manifestation of ego, but who cares, as long as I can figure out the path to happiness :-<

yes, the rains also turn on the philosophical crap mode :P :)

This pic is from a hill top on campus, the rain adventure we recently had :)

No. 2

Good one :)

A man returned from shopping to find his car had been badly dented, and the culprit was no where in sight. As he got closer he felt relieved when he saw a note had been placed under his windshield-wiper. Laughing at himself for doubting the honesty of the average person, he pulled the note loose and read it, it said :"THE PEOPLE WATCHING ME THINK I'M LEAVING MY NAME AND ADDRESS, BUT I'M NOT."

Smile away

Its always so much easier to just smile :)

Evil!

There is something about evil that attracts.

-- appended later

You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit

Someday

I know there will come a day,
when we're older.

And we'll meet again,
at a reunion,
or a wedding.

And you'll smile and say something nice,
like "you look great",
or "I heard about the baby".

And I'll smile, and say something like,
"I hope you burn in hell.
Asshole"

Shamelessly stolen (:P) from I dont know where

compromises

Nobody's Fault But Mine...

CRAP